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nobody likes you anymore.
UGLYKID
i'm an ugly kid,
and you're that pitch-perfect angel
singin' your classic smashing hit,
and now--
i'm glad i exist!
and you're that pitch-perfect angel
singin' your classic smashing hit,
and now--
i'm glad i exist!
TV
i feel like quicksand's
sucking me down to my last limb.
i'm at the bottom of the ocean, and i can't swim.
i'm at the bottom of the ocean,
and i might
just
quit.
sucking me down to my last limb.
i'm at the bottom of the ocean, and i can't swim.
i'm at the bottom of the ocean,
and i might
just
quit.
ONLY ACTING
you should be able to feel a performance
with your whole body and soul!
now i'm gonna teach you
everything i know!
with your whole body and soul!
now i'm gonna teach you
everything i know!
BIPOLAR RAINBOWS
life's but a dream, i can't get out
'cos if you feel up
then you’re about to get down.
'cos if you feel up
then you’re about to get down.
IF YOU WANT TO
bed bugs in my mind
keep them all alive
insomnia creeps at night
sleep paralysis 'til
i
die
keep them all alive
insomnia creeps at night
sleep paralysis 'til
i
die
HALLUCINATING
am i dreaming? walking in my sleep?
i just can't drop this feeling underneath my feet
these London streets are moving, rising up to meet me
and all i see
are faceless eyes.
i just can't drop this feeling underneath my feet
these London streets are moving, rising up to meet me
and all i see
are faceless eyes.
LAST WORDS OF A SHOOTING STAR
all of this turbulence wasn't forecasted
apologies from the intercom.
and i am relieved that i'd left my room tidy,
they'll think of me kindly
when they come for my things.
apologies from the intercom.
and i am relieved that i'd left my room tidy,
they'll think of me kindly
when they come for my things.
POSING IN BONDAGE
can you tell i've been posing
this way alone for hours,
waiting for your affection?
this way alone for hours,
waiting for your affection?
IMPOSTER SYNDROME
every other day, i'm wondering
"what's a human being gotta be like?
what's a way to just be competent?"
these sweet instincts
ruin my life.
"what's a human being gotta be like?
what's a way to just be competent?"
these sweet instincts
ruin my life.
PRETTY BONES
don't you go leaving me,
you still got a life to go.
sunken-eyed, hollow.
teary eyes,
pretty bones.
you still got a life to go.
sunken-eyed, hollow.
teary eyes,
pretty bones.
PRETTY BONES
don't you go leaving me,
you still got a life to go.
sunken-eyed, hollow.
teary eyes,
pretty bones.
you still got a life to go.
sunken-eyed, hollow.
teary eyes,
pretty bones.
HATE YOURSELF
you.
you'd fall in love with anyone.
i think you'd fall in love with anyone
who fell in love with you,
and they frequently do.
you'd fall in love with anyone.
i think you'd fall in love with anyone
who fell in love with you,
and they frequently do.
EXISTENTIAL CRISIS HOUR!
no matter how hard i press my face into yours,
a space remains!
so am i alone?
a space remains!
so am i alone?
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE
woman, let me in!
let me bring in the memories!
woman, let me in!
let me bring in the devil dreams!
let me bring in the memories!
woman, let me in!
let me bring in the devil dreams!
I WILL POSSESS YOUR HEART
i will possess your heart.
i will possess your heart.
you reject my advances and desperate pleas,
i won't let you let me down
so easily.
so easily.
i will possess your heart.
you reject my advances and desperate pleas,
i won't let you let me down
so easily.
so easily.
WRAITH PINNED TO THE MIST
let's have bizarre celebrations!
let's forget who, forget what, forget where.
we'll have bizarre celebrations!
i'll play the satyr in cyprus,
you the bride being stripped bare.
let's forget who, forget what, forget where.
we'll have bizarre celebrations!
i'll play the satyr in cyprus,
you the bride being stripped bare.
PIXEL AFFECTION
i'm staring at the screen that you live in.
i'm trying to remember your name, then
the memory before i awaken
is coded to a million fragments,
but all i had was pixel affection.
i'm trying to remember your name, then
the memory before i awaken
is coded to a million fragments,
but all i had was pixel affection.
BURNED OUT
oh, how fitting,
for one so fake.
make me a fairy, whatever it takes.
and just like her tale,
my dream was a scam.
you waited, smiling, for this?
for one so fake.
make me a fairy, whatever it takes.
and just like her tale,
my dream was a scam.
you waited, smiling, for this?
WORKING FOR THE KNIFE
i always thought the choice was mine,
and i was right, but i just chose wrong.
i start the day lying,
and end with the truth --
that i'm
dyin' for
the knife.
and i was right, but i just chose wrong.
i start the day lying,
and end with the truth --
that i'm
dyin' for
the knife.
LOOK WHO'S INSIDE AGAIN
look who's inside again!
went out to look for a reason to hide again!
well, well!
buddy, you've found it!
now come out with your hands up,
we've got you
surrounded.
went out to look for a reason to hide again!
well, well!
buddy, you've found it!
now come out with your hands up,
we've got you
surrounded.
AN ANGEL HELD ME LIKE A CHILD
there's a cold and dark place.
dusty floors, and old ash from the flames.
this was where you said to me,
that i shouldn't cry when the world was cruel to me.
an angel held me like a child.
dusty floors, and old ash from the flames.
this was where you said to me,
that i shouldn't cry when the world was cruel to me.
an angel held me like a child.
you're tarnished! filthy!
by killthecake